vamp-lady

And id give up forever to touch you because i know you would feel me somehow, your the closest to heaven that i’ll ever be and i don’t wanna go home right now, And all i can taste is this moment and all i can breathe is your life cause sooner or later it’s over and i don’t wanna miss you tonight. And i don’t want the world to see me cause i don’t think that they would understand, when everything is made to be broken, i just want you to know who i am.

And you can’t fight the tears that ain’t coming or the moment of truth in your lies, when everything feels like the movies yeah you bleed just to know your alive. and i don’t want the world to see me cause i don’t think they would understand, when everything is made to be broken i just want you to know who i am.

<3 Jessica <3

Posted 4 months ago

Falling helplessly, hopelessly, deeply, madly, in love with you, want, need, crave your touch, your kiss, your beautiful brown eyes looking up at me when we all lie in bed together. Never thought i could fall in love with a girl, never thought i could be in a serious relationship with one of the same sex and now i never wanna loose this magical beauty that is us, the atmosphere thick with passion, tender kisses here and there holding hands under the sheets all snuggled so close hiding our beautiful secret from the harsh world out side, the cruel thoughts of society, scared of what they might say or think, but here in our safe haven of our bed room beneath the covers we are safe, we are right, hearts racing wildly we are scared just enough to get a thrill but not enough to stop, sheer ecstasy from a single touch a sweet soft kiss. Beautiful unfolds right before my eyes as your body goes in a rhythmic motion of pleasure squeezing my hand eyes clenching tight and then fluttering open to find me gazing at you and all that you are. Can’t believe i started doing this, can’t imagine ever stopping it. Fear takes me by surprise and creeps up my spine the thought of you not being with us makes my heart break a little.. Not having you would be like the flowers not having the sacred sun to make them bloom, you are a part of us and we love you more than words could ever suffice. Your astounding and all that i have ever hoped for in a female soul mate and you are just that, considering the conditions we are all under that i dare not speak of… if loving you is wrong then i will never be right again. For it is too late to back out now.. i love you.. we love you too much and i for see us for ever being this way <3